You saying everything was, is, okay just came so easily. Nothing is easy for me, ever.
But you. You can handle things not going according to plan. And change. And my [he lifts his hands on either side of his head, waving them at the wrists to indicate a flurry of buzzing thoughts] everything.
[Eddie drops his hands to allow his body to go limp and further lean into Richie. He's tired, so tired.]
I want things to be okay. For you to be okay, and quite honestly and maybe selfishly, not pissed at me. [You're babbling now, Eds, get to the point.] I just don't know how to let things be what you say they are. You're safe, we're all safe, and I still can't forgive myself. I feel like I still need to do something.
So let me do something for you, man. I don't care what it is, ask me to grab you a napkin for all I care. But as far as I see it I owe you a debt until it's paid.
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You saying everything was, is, okay just came so easily. Nothing is easy for me, ever.
But you. You can handle things not going according to plan. And change. And my [he lifts his hands on either side of his head, waving them at the wrists to indicate a flurry of buzzing thoughts] everything.
[Eddie drops his hands to allow his body to go limp and further lean into Richie. He's tired, so tired.]
I want things to be okay. For you to be okay, and quite honestly and maybe selfishly, not pissed at me. [You're babbling now, Eds, get to the point.] I just don't know how to let things be what you say they are. You're safe, we're all safe, and I still can't forgive myself. I feel like I still need to do something.
So let me do something for you, man. I don't care what it is, ask me to grab you a napkin for all I care. But as far as I see it I owe you a debt until it's paid.